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ROMANTIC WRITING: Love however, has that SPARK
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the games of life stumble beneath our feet. the trials that exercise others have met where our minds meet and are thus exhausted in keeping up with us. the universal woman muses me in more ways than ten. had i not told her this she perhaps would not know. but what we feel and know are sometimes too twho different things. . arrgh.. i play on words as they play on me. my heart storms a wind; i try to keep up with when swinging through the trees of thinking about love. she is my poetess, my next letter. a juncture of passion and sprite. i always leap towards the other side as i fickle with timidity. we all have no original words, but we ripen with thoughts according to passion's need as we borrow expression from days gone and ideals surpassed. and the speculators criticize us from their armchair positions. what do they know? we tidy ourselves with truths abounding and flaunt the defects of illusion's snare. but to be in love is a step back from love's game... a far step back. i step so far back i forget the game of love itself. i reject all the superficial hypothesis and spell with correct verbatim what might fall at love's feet with my heart, but remember i just said, i reject and forget the game of love itself. that the words spell themselves so blatantly for love, reveals that my consciousness is a whore in all its sanctity. I blow myself up for a thought that i can detach from, with the push of a button. because i will risk a lot to say this. its just a space between words... a mime for what hasn't happened and thus can't speak for itself. it is only a foundation that can happen. a ruse of play until faces and eyes meet the true light of day. the belated connections of the past ripened with dastardly meaning as we evolve way and far past that place of having once been. i resist what resists in me when i know what is real for my heart; i hope love can do the same. to be in love with you is to step back, far and way back. i have false love knocking often and even pounding at my door. she always has two sides and i see them both as she approaches. both sides are duality, fake, the illusion, the snare, the anti-epiphany, the darling of the drunk, the morning after's sex hangover, the laughing pee holding back in our pants. she is not real. love is. i take you to two places. one of substance and one of reality. one is within the fetching of the mortal mind, the other is shared in that naked place of our soul's evolution. who can share the latter with you better than one who inspires your desire to the same? Arrgh. WHAT I Am is nothing. is nothing. a forgetful entity stuck in time/space continuum. i am sad that i asked the universe to help me on my path, for my desires could be stronger, more wholesome and saintly. LOVE however has that spark of energy to exact the toll on the situation. it is hard to flee the ing where the light turns on the brightest, so let that light be however bright it is. don't fight it. for each of us may think our eyes so dim, and the other's so bright, but dearheartedone--it is done. consider this a normal letter spelled out in regular vernacular; for it is just saying what a word can say in the song of words, in the dance of step to one who is loved. i have pronounced abundantly about my desire to be free from senses, to be only dominated by universal love. and i put this to the test; when love's earth-suit identification has healed from its bruises in this life; when her soul can see what is bliss and eternal; and when love's mind is ever situated to only struggle for existence in a place where the spiral of life emanates from the source of compassion, i stand ready to serve love somewhere close to her center. if love's mind is set free and her path clear, she will me and i will immediately come to live in that moment. i have stepped back for a long time to see something rare..feeling spirits that kindle truth along with me in this world and love is that place i think of at the pinnacle. i am stepping back because there is a philosophy in life i have found; that relationships have a 100% death rate, and like almost all others do one thing; help us learn from our mistakes. i really have found very few souls in this world who inspire me to forgo those and step back and wait. waiting before jumping in (even to the right thing) is really knowing who you are. waiting is giving love's potentiality a chance beyond the game. waiting is showing patience as if waiting in God/dess' will. seeing what is to be seen, the romance with LIFE itself send's our cues, not the illusion of entanglements and sorrowful lessons (as some are). so i go on. these are some thoughts i have to share on love. remember the matters of substance and reality? substance means; what we can understand within our mortal minds, and reality means; the greatest truth our soul's mind can handle, but which is sent down to us when our humility deems us ready. so i leave you with that. i leave you with my own confusion and lack of humility. liberate yourself, liberate me, liberate others; speak truth, speak straight, we are both stepping way back from love's game of illusion. nothing else remains. in this moment is deepest gratitude. i'm watching these words meant for love's sake no regret, and love is here. i pray to freeze this moment of eternity and remember the time love blessed all in sacred circle of eternity. i stand so humble that i do not want love, i stand in my own bliss and i only want that space less world of love to grace my life. i stand in love's presence so far back that you may feel the real thing
If you like, see other previous writings/posts. I write to share my search for the true understanding of love, not that i search for love itself like a common man. Love is a powerful energy that overcomes, to search for it, is to find not just its meaning, but also its ways. If that makes sense, i want to know you hear me. Are you a fan of this search and thus this writing? If so, you're also a friend. If you are a friend, share your name and write. I get mails from kind people doing just that. It makes my day to make your day. ... so thats it. If you write, say "lake ella" in the "subject" or it will be deleted as spam.
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